annabethbigbang: (Sam & Jess: this tragic past. [kelleigh])
Title: my heart and soul are kind of famished
(what a beautiful piece of heartache this has all turned out to be)
Author name: Lily, [ profile] annabeth
Artist name: [ profile] osmalic
Genre: wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean main; Sam/Jess.
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 84,000+ [breakdown: Book One: 34,533; Book Two: 49,831; TOTAL: 84,364]
Warnings/Spoilers: het sex. slash sex. incest. casefics. AU. horror. angst. character death (canon and otherwise; not Sam and Dean); highlight to read (story spoilers): Jess and Sam's two kids. this is also very slightly, temporarily, kid!fic. hurt/comfort. series AU. mention of toys/pegging. language.
Summary: Sam and Jess have everything going for them. A beautiful life, a beautiful family—a beautiful tragedy. But Sam has been seeing things, been warned—warned but Sam didn't listen. Sam doesn't listen and that fairy-tale life in Palo Alto, California vanishes like smoke from a blown-out candle. So Sam does the only thing he can think of to do: like the prodigal son, he returns to his older brother, Dean, and slips back into hunting like wearing a comfortable old shoe. But things are not all as they seem, and that man with the yellow-eyes? He's had a plan for Sam Winchester all along.
Notes: written for [ profile] spn_j2_bigbang 2010.
The haunting of Morrow Road in Michigan is a real urban legend I appropriated for my own nefarious purposes in the story. It has been embellished and tweaked a little to fit as a case, but you can find information about it on the internet, if you are so inclined! Also, pretty much every place mentioned in Michigan is a real place—I got all that information from [ profile] shades_of_hades, who lives in the area (the South Attica Cemetery, for example, is a real place, and is also apparently extremely creepy.)

~||~ Book One ~||~
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

~||~ Book Two ~||~
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five

| extra! [outtake: pegging scene] |

* Acknowledgements/Notes *
* Soundtrack *
download .mobi | download .pdf [updated] | download .html | download .lit

Thank you to [ profile] alymid for creating a prettier .pdf!
annabethbigbang: (Sam & Jess kissing.)

Beta credits: [ profile] rsc88tx, [ profile] osmalic, [ profile] uglyduckling_me.
Cheerleading credits: [ profile] mistokath13, [ profile] earthquakedream.
Extras [people of awesomeness who read snippets as I edited]: [ profile] diner and [ profile] mistokath13.
All of you are totally awesome, and I love you to bits.
And a special note: [ profile] kelleigh, thank you for putting up with me. <3 This girl spent months listening to me whine, but she never gave up on the idea that this fic could be worthwhile to read.
Speaking of listening to me whine, I need to shout-out to my sister for listening even though it's incest slash-fic and that's not her thing at all, but she's always supportive of me in everything I do. I love you.
BTW, [ profile] rsc88tx, I am sorry if I didn't incorporate your comments well enough. I really appreciated the time you took to think things over for me, and I tried, but if there's anything I missed, flubbed, it's totally my fault. <3
And [ profile] osmalic, you deserve so much more appreciation and thanks than I can give you. You went totally above and beyond the call of duty to do the art for my fic AND step up to help beta. Thanks so much. <3
Also, [ profile] selu for the trauma/medical help. <3 (Any remaining errors are my own.)
I guess I should thank [ profile] shades_of_hades, too, for listening to me whine for months about this... >:D

And, of course, to [ profile] wendy and [ profile] thehighwaywoman for organising this, keeping it awesome, and doing such a fantastic job at keeping it all on track. You guys rock.

Further Author's Notes: Part of the story is influenced/inspired by the short story "The Yellow Wallpaper" by Charlotte Perkins Gilman (the hunt towards the end). Also, I got some book suggestions from Kate, Stef, Jen, and [ profile] wutendeskind. The book I eventually chose to reference was originally suggested by Jen, though I think Stef might have mentioned it too?
The movie referenced in Book One is Innocent Lies.

Thanks for reading, everyone!


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