[Big Bang 2010] Master Post; my heart and soul are kind of famished

[annabethbigbang]

Title: my heart and soul are kind of famished
(what a beautiful piece of heartache this has all turned out to be)
Author name: Lily, annabeth
Artist name: osmalic
Genre: wincest
Pairing: Sam/Dean main; Sam/Jess.
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 84,000+ [breakdown: Book One: 34,533; Book Two: 49,831; TOTAL: 84,364]
Warnings/Spoilers: het sex. slash sex. incest. casefics. AU. horror. angst. character death (canon and otherwise; not Sam and Dean); highlight to read (story spoilers): Jess and Sam's two kids. this is also very slightly, temporarily, kid!fic. hurt/comfort. series AU. mention of toys/pegging. language.
Summary: Sam and Jess have everything going for them. A beautiful life, a beautiful family—a beautiful tragedy. But Sam has been seeing things, been warned—warned but Sam didn't listen. Sam doesn't listen and that fairy-tale life in Palo Alto, California vanishes like smoke from a blown-out candle. So Sam does the only thing he can think of to do: like the prodigal son, he returns to his older brother, Dean, and slips back into hunting like wearing a comfortable old shoe. But things are not all as they seem, and that man with the yellow-eyes? He's had a plan for Sam Winchester all along.
Notes: written for spn_j2_bigbang 2010.
The haunting of Morrow Road in Michigan is a real urban legend I appropriated for my own nefarious purposes in the story. It has been embellished and tweaked a little to fit as a case, but you can find information about it on the internet, if you are so inclined! Also, pretty much every place mentioned in Michigan is a real place—I got all that information from shades_of_hades, who lives in the area (the South Attica Cemetery, for example, is a real place, and is also apparently extremely creepy.)



~||~ Book One ~||~
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

~||~ Book Two ~||~
Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five

| extra! [outtake: pegging scene] |

* Acknowledgements/Notes *
Art
* Soundtrack *
download .mobi | download .pdf [updated] | download .html | download .lit


Thank you to alymid for creating a prettier .pdf!

Comments

[fickwalker.livejournal.com]

Intrigued by this so I grabbed the pdf and html docs to read on my iPhone. :) I'm looking forward to it, thanks for all your hard work!

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

Yay! I hope the .pdf works all right; I wasn't sure how it looked when I converted it but I don't know how else to create one (technology!fail D:).

I hope you like it!

[maerhys.livejournal.com]

Congrats! ☆ Your fic is recced here (http://community.livejournal.com/sawedoff_recs/75402.html) at sawedoff_recs.

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

Aw, thank you so much, sweetheart. &hearts

p.s. let me know when it's okay to talk to you again, yes? I've been trying to give space.

[maerhys.livejournal.com]

Truly an amazing fic - I was up until 3 AM reading it. I hope my review was coherent.

♥

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

It was beautiful and I think I just blushed all over. Thanks, bb. *squish*

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

I apparently am not coherent either, because that review was amazing and pretty much made my day. I want to squee from the rooftops now!

&hearts

[alymid.livejournal.com]

if its not presumptuous I have made a new an improved PDF (for my own personal reading) - there seemed to be some formatting issues with the original one you provided that was making it hard for me to read. I'd be happy to share the new PDF if you'd like it.

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

No, I'd love that, thank you! I've never created a PDF before, so it was... difficult. :D

[alymid.livejournal.com]

for me its easy - acrobat pro and MS word makes things pretty

in any case I sent it with yousendit to the email address on your LJ account -

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

Thank you again! :D I'll change the file.

[worn-words.livejournal.com]

may I ask if you included the extra/outtake scene in the pdf?
just wondering if I should bookmark this page to come back to :)

[annabeth.livejournal.com]

Um, I don't know if you're asking me, but *I* didn't include it in the .pdf, and I don't think alymid did either because I didn't tell her to, though she offered.

Sorry! :(

[worn-words.livejournal.com]

I was asking alymid but thanks for answering anyway :)

[alymid.livejournal.com]

i didn't - I just included what was in the original .html page.

[worn-words.livejournal.com]

ok thanks for letting me know :)

[storylover.livejournal.com]

Could you reload the pdf file? When I try to download; it says that the data is not in any of the servers.


Thanks!!